Tuesday, February 19, 2013



In February, 13 years ago, I went shopping at the mall. I was very sad because in December, my very first pet, my kitty, Pebbles, had died at the age of 18. I didn't even get to say goodbye to him. He had been with me through thick and thin, moved with many times. As I walked around the mall, I went by one of those pet stores. I hate those stores as they make me feel so horrible for the puppies  and because of where they most likely came from. But one little puppy caught my eye. Being very sad, I decided to go in and say hello to her. The next thing I know, I was leaving with Pepper.




(Pepper a few days after I brought her home)




Yesterday we had to make the difficult decision to put her down. Just a little more than a week ago, she was fine and dandy. I have video of her running around in the snowstorm on Saturday. By Sunday, she was breathing hard. Monday an Xray should an enlaraged heart. Diagnosis, Congestive heart failure. She was put on medicine to see if it could be controlled. But by yesterday, it was clear that it was time for her leave us. Such a sad and diffcult thing to do. She was the momma bear to our 2 others, Gracie and Kashie. Now it seems so strange to not have her here with us. 

I suppose that's the hardest part of being a pet owner, is having to say goodbye. She left us with many fond memories and funny stories. 

12 comments:

  1. Soso sorry about both your pets! It is so hard I know! I hope all gets better for you and yours soon. xx

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  2. What a beautiful girl, so wonderful that you were able to rescue each other.

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  3. I am sorry you are so sad. Love you treasure xx

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  4. I'm so sorry Kecia...
    saying goodbye is so hard but you made the right decision for Pepper..
    letting her go with her dignity.
    what a beautiful and very loved puppy she was...

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  5. I am so sorry Kecia and I know what a difficult decision that is to make, even when you know in your heart that it is the right thing to do. It is wonderful to have such treasured memories of Pepper. Sending virtual hugs. Thank you for sharing her with us. xxx

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  6. Oh, I am so sorry for you. I think we emailed about your Pepper and my Sparky before. Sparky is a cairn terrier but looks so much like Pepper. He is 13 also and I know what a difficult decision you had to face. We love our pets so much and they bring such joy.

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  7. It's so hard to say good-bye to a beloved pet; they really are family members. I hope you enjoy many happy memories to help you with your grief.

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  8. Oh, Kecia, that is so sad!!! I'm so sorry to read about your precious little buddy!!! My hear goes out to you!!!

    Cecile

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  9. Oh my goodness what cutie! I know exactly how you feel our pets have a way of wiggling into our hearts and they become whatever we need at that moment a friend, a listener, someone to walk with or whatever it is we need at that moment. I too hate those pet stores and don't like seeing those poor puppies. I do hope you can find comfort in knowing she's in a better place with your other dog.

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  10. Each day and month the compassion of your decision will be easier to bear.
    Also, I know this from painful experience, the happy memories will stay with you.
    You take good care.

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  11. So sorry to hear about Pepper and your loss. It is always so difficult to say goodbye and be without. And as many have already said, you are no doubt left with many wonderful memories that you will always have.

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  12. I am so sorry for your loss. Too many people hold on and are unable to make the difficult decision that you made. you made it in Pepper's best interest regardless of how difficult it was. She was a lucky doggie to have you. hold tight to your memories girl!

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